Thursday, January 29, 2015

All We Have is Each Other

"Hey could you get that?" Tom peeks out his head from the other room. "Sure", I stammer the yes of my nod. I look at Tom, then glare at the door and I push myself off of the couch. When I open the door, I look down to see the third whole human we received this week. "We got another one!", I yell into the house.  "Are you serious?" Tom yells back. I stand in the doorway staring at the packaged man. As Tom walks up next to me, he puts his hand on my shoulder as if to comfort me, but he does not take his eyes off the man. He is not worried for me, and he is not discomforted by the man. I can feel the look in eyes. I turn around and walk back into the house, taking my place on the couch once again. I watch as the others come to help Tom bring our package inside. Currently humanity's only food source is ourselves. Other humans. Each other. Every other living thing has become extinct, but people die too- so we eat them. Apparently the population must be declining a bit more rapidly I would assume, since our house has gotten three whole humans this week. There are an average of 6 people in every home. All ages but many of the older adults have died and there are not a lot of people who wish to bring a child into a world like this, so the majority of us are around the same age. In a few hours dinner is ready and we all eat. This is not really something one gets used to, but simply must live with- or die without. I glance around and I see a good people. Our household has worked to remain tranquil unlike others who have gone completely insane. Who can blame them. Although we do not talk much about our feelings, I know we all have a different perspective on the whole situation right now. Some that not everyone will agree with. Yet we must not speak carelessly, for all we have is each other.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

AMBIVERT

I really feel as though I am equally in between an introvert and an extrovert. I am able to and don't mind doing things/tapping into either side of myself. I love to be social and around people, hang out with my different groups of friends and be loud. Although sometimes it can be awkward, I like to meet new people and make new friends. I speak my mind when I deem it necessary and assert conflict boldly. Still, half the time it is not like that. I tend to get very deep in my thoughts and I rather observe/listen to the world around me than be active. A lot of the time I just want to hang out with one to a few friends at a time. Sometimes I just want to be alone. I do not always feel comfortable trying new things or being around people I do not know.  
There should definitely be an appropriate balance of each type of person in the world. I do not think one could have a well rounded lifestyle without the other. It is nice to have people around that are alike but sometimes it can be too much so its healthy to mix it up. I also do not think that anyone is fully introvert or fully extrovert. One may lean towards a certain side but we each share characteristics of both.